This morning I had a biology exam. First of all, you must know that I am terrible at science! God did not give me the scientific mind or the mind that can easily learn and make sense of all that stuff, its just not me! So I was stressing out, majorly! I've found that the more I talk about it, the more stressed I get! Right now, I'm pretty sure I'm failing the class. So I left class sad, worried, stressed, depressed, and beating myself up. I was telling myself that I was stupid, that I was worth nothing, that I am just a gigantic failure in all aspects of life.
But Jesus in fact showed me His love! I turned on my Zune, and what song to come on? A Kari Jobe song! For those of who might not know, Kari Jobe is one of the BEST worship/destressing muscians ever! But sadly, the battery of my zune died. So I pulled out my good ole laptop to try to find the song. Then, I couldn't remember the name of the song. It was something like "You are all that matters! You're what my heart needs!" I wanted to listen to it again, because just in the minute or two that i did listen to it, I felt peace! But alas, I couldn't find it. BUT...I did find another Kari Jobe song that I didn't even know that I had, and its amazing! "You are good! Every day awakens my praise! Gives me something to sing! You are good! Your mercy is forever!" Pretty encouraging!
So I sit here at school, just feeling peace and comfort from my Jesus! It's like He's telling me to just breathe! While I should do my best in school, He is there even when I fail. He is all the matters, and everything I do should echo Him! When I ace a test, Jesus should be evident. When I epically fail, Jesus should be evident!
And in the midst of my breathing/listening to Kari Jobe, I looked to my right where there is a giant window. What do I see? Proof that my God is good! The sun is shining, the orange and red leaves are reflecting it just right! Thats right, my God is good!
Thank you Jesus! <3
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