Well, God, you finally have my attention. I say I'm so in love with you but yet my private life is a bit contradicting to that. sure other people have no clue what goes on behind doors, but what others see is important what you see is way more important. but then it makes it harder cuz you see everything, so i guess that means i should honor you in every aspect of my life, huh? but God its so hard! because its easy to be an evident believer around other believers or when people are watching. but i guess you know all of this all eady. i guess all im trying to say is that lately ive felt like a huge hypocrite like im all pumped about this south africa then i turn and watch stuff that doenst bring you glory. and im sorry, so sorry that ive hurt you this much, because i know that as much as this is tearing at my heart, its tearing at yours so much more. Daddy, i love you with all of my heart! but i know i dont always show it, and thats something im working on. God i pray that you would renew me and purify my heart, my mind, every aspect of who i am. God i pray that i will no longer be a hypocrite but one person, both in public and in private, i pray that you would mold me into the girl YOU want me to be!!
- you daughter, joanna
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