Hello There, Stranger

OK, I will admit. It's been a while. But honestly, not much has been going on. Other than a full on inner battle, that is. An opportunity to go to Kenya was presented. I began praying over it, pretty much assuming that God would tell me "Yes! Go!" But then I felt such a void of peace. Well, God has spoken. For now, I'm going to take that as a no from Him. I kind of hope I'm wrong though. I kind of hope that He is telling me to go and will show me that He wants me to. Even though I'm pretty sure it's not the right time. But for now, I am OK with this. But yet incredibly homesick and missing Africa like crazy. I feel like it's time for me to go back and that this "furlough" should be over. However, this is not a furlough...