Break the Silence

In all things, one truth remains...God is good. God is good, but right now, I don't feel like I am. Tonight I feel such a strong sense of worry, fear and grumpy-ness. Here's the kicker...I really don't know why. I'm not content being here, and that upsets me so much. Because I know that there is a reason that I'm here, in MI in the US right now. I know that God has me here, and for the time He has me here, for a reason. I believe that this time here is led by God. But yet I feel miserable. It's just that I want to be in South Africa. It's that knowing that I'm called to live in another country, living here is hard. So hard. God, show me what you're doing here! Show me your purpose for me being here. Please, just break the silence.