why do i constantly do this? it drives me crazy! i do so well with it for about a week, and then one day it goes all away. I want to keep this passion all the time, not just for a few days. God, i know i push you aside, alot, and its not right. i ask you to help me with all this stuff, i dump all my issues on you, but yet when it comes down to spending time with you or sleeping a bit later, i choose sleep. God, set my priorities straight! i need to be focused on you. i could say thats its a give and take relationship, but its more you give, and give and give, and then you give somemore, and i take, and then maybe if it works for me, ill give a little. Thats not how i want it to be! Let me focus on you and you alone. I have a busy schedule coming, and I need to stay focused on you, when i get busy, when im tired, when a bunch of junk goes on, first of all, its you! Sadly, i know it cant be a "oh i say this so this is how itll be from her on out", its gonna be a journey, give me strength, focus, and whatever else it is that i need to focus on you.
Longing to keep the Passion,
Joanna
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