Have you ever felt like you were finally getting somwhere in life? Like stuff was actually happening...the right way? Well in a way, I kinda feel like that now. But instead of finally getting somewhere, its like its running toward me. Its like I'm standing on the train tracks, and the trains coming but i cant move. Pardon me for a sec. but i have a point! Its like in the movie Ella Enchanted, He tells her to stay right there and not to move. Becuase of the spell, she has to be obeidant. But shes standing there, waiting for him to come back. Meanwhile, she turns her head to see a buggy comeing, and its coming fast! She trys to move, but its useless, shes just standing there. Hoping that the prince comes back to move her! I'm the one standing there, unable to move! The buggy is my current life. I can see it comeing, and it looks like its what i wanted, but yet its coming right at me, not slowing down, no sworving (i doubt thats spelled right!). I feel like im going to get run over. But i guess in the end, itll happen like the movie. My KING, not the prince, will come and save me, and take me out of the way.
I mean, maybe all this is coming becuase im graduating, and maybe im just overreacting to it all. But for so long, I've had all these plans for my life, for college, and for a whole bunch of stuff really, and now im seeing that they may actually work out, and that its finally going to happen. I mean, dont get me wrong, im excited! im so excited to be done with the high school chapter of my life and to move on to more school, harder school, and unfortunatly more expensive school! But i guess, all i need to do is to lay it all in the hands of my creator, my savior, my King, and my best friend!
Learning to let it be, even with the buggy comeing right at me,
Joanna
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