out the in and in the out

last night a friend of mine had a fundraiser spaghetti dinner. her sister, also my friend, and another friend of mine went to l&l on the way back to the friends house to party further. once there, i decided that i wanted to be differant, so i went in the out door. then after making a final ice cream selection (strawberry cheesecake!) we paid and left, and this time....i went out the in! but thats not the most important part of all this! when i had successfully gone out the in and in the out, i said some odd comment about now, i had done everything ive ever wanted to, i was ready to die. but then thinking hit me, hahaha, and i realized yeah, i know where im going but, theres so much more that i feel God calling me to! so much more that He has left to teach me! but then, i was thinking again and........
at some point, while in the car, there was music(thats always a given!) and we were listening to barlow girl, and we switched it to the song "Million voices" and turned it waaaaaaaaaaaaaay up, its one of those songs. in the midst of singing along, very out of tune on my part might i add, i realized something. i am definatly in no way alone. there are so many people around me that have been where i am now, they have similar goals, they and myself are together on this journey. but then i thought more, if i have all those people with me, how much more awesome is it that i have God, the creator of all those people with me! it kinda was just like, duh!! moment (*for mental picture, go find a commercial for V-8, where the people get hit on the head, thats what it was like!*) but then another song came, im not sure which one, but it was just about giving it to GOd, letting every little thing rest in His hands, and i just started to thik about that to. From things like school projects, to friendships, to haveing money for things, for absolutely antyhing...i NEED to place it in His hands! then later, the awesomeness continued. i got in bed ready to go to sleep and i turned on my mp-3 play, found a song i liked and listened to it. i always have it on shuffle, so the next song, what would it be about? thats right....giving it over to God! its just so amazing to me that God uses songs, my friends and little things like going in the out and out the in to speak to me! My father, savior, the creator of all the universe, has spoken to me through dumb things like going in the out and out the in, and of course through blarring music!!